there was a time, when i thought this is how life would be,
going to the theatre, balls, living our old romance dream.
i have so much love for this photo, the night we went to
see KJ.

this songs very true to my heart, and very beautiful.

so yeah, im sorry i havent blogged in a while, things have been kinda hectic. so updates...i have a full time job, i did an amazing photoshoot with holly, along with a few other shoots. im off to meet 'shane' next week, going for coffee and at some point she'll be doing a photoshoot for me. so very excited! anyone else get the impression though that im going to be played like a bitch? fuckit, its shane, she can play me all she likes! im hopefully going to a rope workshop tomorrow, that'll be interesting, but i need to learn how to do it for my photography especially after attempting it the other night and getting thoroughly confused! anyways, other news...erm...well jakes now left (thank god as he left the place in a state), holly's here for the weekend and mums back tomorrow i think? apart from that, lifes doing alright, i mean, its not fun constantly being stuck in a 'dom' mindset, but hey, tying someone up and binding them might sort that a bit tomorrow, we'll see eh? anyhow, thats all for now.

ciao x