blerghhh, thinking of you :/ im fine for ages, so happy sat chatting to her, she's so easy to talk to, to just jam to music and be general hippy's, and laughing at everything. but then, i hit moments like these, where i think of you and i miss you and i miss us, and i long for it and my heart aches. but then i know its not coming back, that your not coming back, and i suppose at some point i need to accept that and block out that bit of my heart thats so inlove with you. thing is, i dont want to do that, i dont want to block it out ,  but what do i do? and the scary thing is, the thing that scares me mosts, is to think that the butterflies i get when i talk to her, is the way you feel about....:/