its like watching it all over again, watching it all fall apart. this evening has been hell... and its when this sort of stuff happens you realise who really cares and who doesnt. i mean, people who are meant to be your best friends, dont seem to give a shit, and other people just dont seem to get in contact at all. however there is one person whos been there so so much over the past couple of days, who sat there are listened patiently, put up with me crying down the phone to them and advised me and supported me through everything. that person is the person whos somehow managed to make sense of it all and be the listener i needed. the person whos sat with me until stupid am until ive fallen asleep, just to make sure all was ok, and who has been texting me every morning, just to make sure everything is ok. that to me, is a true friend, they're the person who wont ever let you down or turn the other cheek, and for them reading this, from the bottom of my heart, thankyou. lets hope tomorrow's a brighter day hey? <3