Sunday, 14 April 2013
its like watching it all over again, watching it all fall apart. this evening has been hell... and its when this sort of stuff happens you realise who really cares and who doesnt. i mean, people who are meant to be your best friends, dont seem to give a shit, and other people just dont seem to get in contact at all. however there is one person whos been there so so much over the past couple of days, who sat there are listened patiently, put up with me crying down the phone to them and advised me and supported me through everything. that person is the person whos somehow managed to make sense of it all and be the listener i needed. the person whos sat with me until stupid am until ive fallen asleep, just to make sure all was ok, and who has been texting me every morning, just to make sure everything is ok. that to me, is a true friend, they're the person who wont ever let you down or turn the other cheek, and for them reading this, from the bottom of my heart, thankyou. lets hope tomorrow's a brighter day hey? <3
Saturday, 13 April 2013
wow, so its been 12 days since ive last posted, theres a hell of a lot i want to say about life right now, but i sometimes think its better just to keep stuff to yourself than going on a massive rant over the internet. thats the weird things thats happening at the moment, im so used to saying what i feel, showing people how i feel, and suddenly im hardly telling anyone whats up or whats going on, not in a bad way, just in a kind of, no one else needs to hear my shit kind of way? i dunno, i guess because i know that no amount of opening up will sort it all out, this is more of a 'wait patiently and give it time' type thing, and ofcourse being proactive. on a different note, minehead was amazing, as well as all the fun stuff thats been going on the past couple of weeks, but i will write about that all this evening. its now 07:10am and ive been up since half 6, dad woke me with a cuppa tea in bed, so that was rather lovely. holly and I are off to do a carboot today, not sure if im looking forward to it or dreading it, the weathers crap! either way, welcome to the new 'conservative' freya :/ its so bad its to the point where i folded all of my clothes when i took them off last night and laid out everything i needed for today...im never this organised or tidy! ah well, gonna try grab another half hours sleep.
ciao everyone
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ciao everyone
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